"The
only purpose for which power can be rightfully exercised over any member of a
civilized community, against his will, is to prevent harm to others." John Stuart Mill Author of On
Liberty.
I would like to apologise if
lately I have not been the version of me you knew.
Why? Well that’s easy - Over the
last 24 days I have had approx. 6 complete hours of sleep and my stress levels are off the chart.
Why? Because my life ended on
21st August 2013. And all I am doing now is awaiting burial.
I was not even present in the
moment that my life ended. I had no idea
that I was being killed. But on that
fateful night the architects of my death got busy ensuring everything was done
to end the life and reputation I had before that eve.
I found out I was dead at four o’clock
the following afternoon. Cause of death - cruelty of others.
Over the lasts 24 days I've been
going out of my mind trying to figure out why anyone would be so cruel. Why
would someone you look out for and almost consider family believe this is what
I deserve. This is the thought that keeps me awake at night. Why? What harm did I do that demanded this action?
This thought does not trouble the architect of my death. That person swears blind that
I deserve exactly this and has gone out of her way to enforce this outcome. She's not alone - she so easily
found support to get her way. She has found enforcers to ensure that the
outcome will be that my life and my reputation are destroyed. Intoxicated on
power they are having the time of their lives ripping the flesh of the carcass
that used to be my life.
They claim they are doing so to
prevent me causing harm to others. They claim that this is a genuine and real
risk. They have constructed case to support the view that I am source of genuine harm to others. And it is a seductive fiction, it is much more exciting than the boring facts.
History is full of seductive fictions that easily gain support.
Which is how it has come to pass that I
was murdered on 21st August 2013. My coffin was made on 5th
September and they plan for me to be underground by end of month.
I float in limbo - sleepless and exhausted from asking why.
So no…. I’m not myself lately. To
be honest I don’t think I could ever be the version of me you knew ever again.
That version of me has been deemed without any saving grace and has been condemned
as a source of harm to others.
But waste no more time thinking of
it.
As I said by end of month…. The
person you once knew will be buried before October dawns.
But please …..stop asking me why
I am not myself lately.
I am dead.
Okay?
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